I never right a journal entry but I needed somewhere to type.
I don't care if everyone sees this or nobody sees this.
My best friend Josh, 16 years young died today. We were, no are best friends. He killed himself because he was so depressed. I knew this, I knew how depressed he was. I never though it would go this far. He told me everything and I told him everything. We have been best friends since 7th grade, having sleepovers and staying up all night talking on skype and just being there for each other. I can remember a couple nights actually, where I would wake up crying or couldn't sleep and he would be there for me and drive right over